The death of the old

There is something about the number 9 that feels complete. Babies gestate inside of their mothers womb for 9 months, In the myth of Inaana, & the orbit of Venus, her cycle takes 9 long months to journey into the Underworld. After this period in stillness, her journey of ascent into Queen of Heaven takes another 9 months. It has taken us a very long time for our collective consciousness to transform & vibrate at a frequency that is in resonance to the Unified Field where nature is speaking to our hearts wisdom.

For me personally, these last 9 years have been an absolute death & rebirth portal. The Underworld journeys that my soul continued to experience & shed these outdated programs were nothing short of a continued death of old patterns & behaviors so I could live a life of being reborn, over & over again. These patterns began when I was a small child & I didn’t have the capacity to understand energetic boundaries or a safe environment to express my needs. As babies who are born into an environment where they can’t provide for themselves, we are dependent on our primary caretakers for safety & provision. These patterns continued in my every day life where I was seeking love & approval in my relationships to the point I became sick physically & I went through a huge rebirth around relationships. My Venus is also in Scorpio in the 1st house of identity, so I am here to rebirth through relationships.

This is the unwinding & the shedding that we as souls sign up for and came here to do when we create contracts with our ancestral lines & specific people n our lives. And it looks different for everyone.

The deeper we go into our healing journey, we are becoming in tune and in resonance with not only our own womb, but the womb of the earth and the cosmic womb of creation. These 3 womb worlds are mirrors for each other and when we begin to see how they are in sync with each other & play a significant role in who we are as a soul, we can journey through life in an easeful & graceful way.

In shamanic healing we call these worlds, the lower, middle & upper worlds. In traditional chinese medicine these areas in our body where these is trapped or blocked energy is known as the lower, middle or upper dantien.

Within the the center of these worlds or wombs or centers, you can imagine a trunk of a tree with roots at the bottom & branches going up into the heaven. This trunk is your central channel or your spinal column and it is connected to who you are as a soul. Running energy through your central channel from Mother Father God/Goddess will purify your field, organs, muscles & anywhere you set intentions.

Death energy can feel scary when we are attached to a certain outcome or we have ideas around an identity we have created in our minds. Venus is calling you forward to shed & transform not to scare you but to create space for MORE in your life.

Are you ready to push past your limitations into your highest potential??